lil_murmaidd

Sonnet

2008-12-01T02:18:12Z

a 1 They are all I need to survive this mess

b 2 Day by day my parents love keeps me strong

a 3 With my head high, you cant think any less

b 4 If you have any doubt in me, you are wrong

c 5 Their arms is where i never want to leave

d 6 Learning about each other through the years

c 7 Has brought me closer to say i believe

d 8 That I believe they will conquer my fears

e 9 Since the time i was called a little girl

f 10 To the time I became a young lady

e 11 I shined bright like a new born polished pearl

f 12 Never came a time that i grew shady

g 13 Beauty and trust is found within our souls

g 14 With out my parents, I would have no goals

Every girl

2008-09-22T23:10:22Z

has that one boy that she'll never get over. That one guy that makes you laugh all the time. That one that give you butterflies just when someone mentions his name. That one who remembers all the stupid things you say & reminds you about it months from now. That one who has his name written all over your heart. That one who you compare to everyone. That one you never get sick of talking or hearing about. That one you cry over & over about. That one that no one can understand "why him. " That one everyone thinks you can do better than. That one you ask why her & not me. That one when you first saw him you knew you would make him your everything.

Writer's Block: The Meaning of Love

2008-09-10T02:10:34Z

my thoughts on love have changed so much lately.
they changed from being believed that its not real,
to true love never really ends.

when you say "i love you", it can mean two different things.
when married/ in a relationship with someone, you may feel
completely comfortable with that person no matter what and
no matter what they do, you begin to love them now and forever.
another senario is when your friends with someone and will
always be there for them no matter what time of day it is.

we all have at some point felt love, even if you dont know why its there.
it can bring out the best in people, or even the worst.

now a days people kill themselves because they arent loved back
by their boyfriend, girlfriend, parents,etc. and thats a shame.

so honestly love is crazy, but also something that is so special when grasp.

slowly.

2008-08-18T02:04:36Z

its all about the 100% commitment.

without it baby,
were going to keep going in circles.

like i said

2008-08-17T04:22:22Z

I'm changing my life for the better. One step at a time.
School of my junior year just started and its going to be a good year.
Volleyball season will be rockin and you better be at our games! haha.

I went to Jekyll Island, Georgia for a youth group camp, along with 2 other churches from town
and one from PA.
I met a few cool people and made one big decision.
My team made choker necklaces out of bandannas (you might have seen it in my pics on myspace)
and I'm keeping it on to remind myself to step away from the drinking and smoking.
It's something I need to do in order to stay healthy and in shape and to please my Granny, family,
my true friends, and most importantly, God.

I do believe in Him with all my heart and if you ever want to talk about it.. do so with me!
<3

say one thing-do another.

2008-04-10T02:16:30Z

Walking and talking is easy. Whats hard is when you walk with your eyes close and try to listen and speak to someone that might not be the one you think it is. Life throws so many hurdles into our daily lives, but are you going to jump them, or not give a heck by keep hitting them and getting hurt? when you have respect for someone, they will eventually see it and give it right back. Hopefully. Doing something without thinking is dangerous and gets you no where except maybe self satisfaction. Be careful with who choose to walk and talk with, because just how the sun sets everyday on a beautiful ocean, you can loose such beautiful qualities in your self if you sin and keep your eyes closed.

B.S.

2008-04-08T01:00:30Z

so this is how i see life now a days: people are lost.
you never know when someone will stab you in the back.
and its sad that i really cant trust anyone anymore.
but when that happens, we just have to turn around, let them look like fools, and walk away.
let them talk shit about you, it just proves to show that
1) they're jealous.
2) bored out of their mind.
and
3) have worst things going on inside of them, and take out on the one their shit talkin about.
they have nothing better to do and it makes them feel good
for so weird ass reason when going
up to someone & talking smack about someone else.
some people are attention whores and want everyone
to listen to them, tell their bad life stories, and want others to feel bad for them.
Thats just pathetic!
grow up and stop being so damn shady to one another. Seriousllyyyy!

karma's a bitch

2008-04-08T00:32:11Z

Mm, so summer is coming up and I'm not sure whats going to happen.
Whatever happens, happens fo a reason =)
Right now having a boyfriend is a crazy thought considering I have a lot going on
in my life, even though it is nice to have to someone
you can call up when you need to just need to chill and relax with,
and be completely comfortable with each other.
But as for my ex, he'll be wishing he wasnt such an ass hole..

live your life, but be steadfast to what you decide to do with it baby.